昨天去CWT真好玩阿~
不過很可惜的是沒辦法大買特買阿！
因為沒存到很多錢........不過想買的有買到就是了

最近大家都在忙高三要考大學的事，感覺起來我比較像是在混畢業的0 0"
真是超無言的感覺......
真想找大家來聚一聚啊，不過這個願望要等很久就是了= =
神阿~希望有人來幫我留言吧

我發現阿
人的懶惰真的不是一天兩天的事情~
像本人就是最好的例子
突然心血來潮的創個部落格
然後又慢慢的將它荒廢
真的是對自己的「一時興起」感到無奈阿= =

寫小說時
寫個一兩頁之後又掛掉了....(我真廢阿~~~)
或許對來我說
我不是做不到
而是....自己將「懶惰」留在身上不扔掉
它依賴我
我也依賴它
有了我
它有個歸宿
有了它
我感到快樂
就這樣持續下去該有多好阿

但是因為偶而的一時興起或責任(？)
會想留言一下

等我下次再留時
又不知道是何年何月何日.......

I shouldn't love you but I want to (不該愛上你但我情不自禁)

I just can't turn away (就是無法放棄)

I shouldn't see you but I can't move (不該看你但我無法控制)

I can't look away (眼光離不開你)

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not (心事重重裝不出若無其事)

Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop (因為我不知如何讓感情停止)

Just so you know (要讓你了解)

This feelings takin control of me (這感情已控制了我)

And I can't help it (無法自拔)

I won't sit around (無法坐視不管)

I can't let him win now (不能讓你跟他走)

Though you should know (我以為你知道)

I've tried my best to let go of you (我已盡力勉強自己放手)

But I don't want to (但我不願意)

I just gutta say it all before you go (我要告訴你 在我離開前)

Just so you know (要讓你了解)

It's gettin hard to be around you (在你身邊我手足無措)

There's so much I can't say (好多話不能說)

And do you want me to hide the feelings (你希望我收藏起情感)

And look the other way (把心轉向他方)

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not (心事重重裝不出若無其事)

Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop (因為我不知如何讓感情停止)

*Repeat Chorus

This emptyness is killing me (這空虛啃噬著我)

I'm wonderin why I've waited so long (不明白為何等這麼久)

Looking back I realize (回顧以往我才發現)

It was always there to be spoken (這情愫一直在我卻沒說出口)

Now I'm waitin here (我在此守候)

Been waitin here (一直在此守候)