November 18, 2009
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在天空部落發表於11:23:24 |
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Desert Rose
沙漠玫瑰
Why do you live alone
為何你獨自生存
If you are sad
若你悲哀
I'll make you leave this life
我將使你離開此生
Are you white, blue or bloody red
你是藍色、白色、還是如血般的紅
All I can see is drowning in cold gray sand
我所能見的全都淹沒在冷灰的沙中
The winds of time
時間之風
You knock me to the ground
I'm dying of thirst
我渴而垂死
I wanna run away
我想逃離
I don't know how to set me free to live
我不知如何讓自己自由的生活
My mind cries out feeling pain
我的心因痛苦而吶喊
I've been roaming to find myself
我四處徘徊 尋找自我
How long have I been feeling endless hurt
這無盡的痛 我還得忍受多久
Falling down, rain flows into my heart
落雨流入我心中
In the pain I'm waiting for you
在痛苦中我等待你
Can't go back
無法回去
No place to go back to
無處可回去
Life is lost. Flowers fall
生命已逝 花墜落
If it's all dream
如果這都是夢
Now wake me up
現在就喚醒我
If it's all real
如果全是真的
Just kill me
就只好殺了我
I'm making the wall inside my heart
我正在自己的心中築牆
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
我不要讓我的情感洩露
It scares me to look at the world
它恐嚇我注視著世界
Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
不要讓自己在你眼中消失
I tried to drown my past in gray
我試著將我的過去淹沒在灰暗裡
I never wanna feel more pain
不要再受更多的傷害
Run away from you without saying any words
無言的從你身旁逃開
What I don't wanna lose is love
我不願失去的是「愛」
Through my eyes
從我的眼中
Time goes by like tears
時光如淚水般流逝
My emotion's losing the color of life
我的情感失去生命的色彩
Kill my heart
使我心死
Release all my pain
解除我所有的痛苦
I'm shouting out loud
我高聲叫喊
Insanity takes hold over me
瘋狂威脅著我
Turning away from the wall
對牆感到厭煩
Nothing I can see
我什麼都看不見
The scream deep inside
深處的吶喊
reflecting another person in my heart
在心中反射出另一個自己
He calls me from within
他從內心深處告訴我
"All existence you see before youmust be wipe out: Dream, Reality, Memories and Yourself."
「你必須消滅你能見的所有存在夢 真實 記憶和你自己」
I begin to lose control of myself
我開始失去自制
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind
我盲目的欲望破壞理智
Nobody can stop my turning to madness
無人能阻止我轉向瘋狂
No matter how you try to hold me in your heart
無論你如何嘗試在你心中抓住我
Why do you wanna raise these walls
為何你要築高這堵牆
I don't know the meaning of hatred
我不知憎恨的意義
My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies
我的腦因聽見謊言而疲憊
I only want to hold your love
我只想擁有你的愛
Stab the doll filled with hate
戳刺充滿憎恨的人偶
Wash yourself with their blood
用它們的血洗你自己
Drive into the raging current of time
在猛烈的時間之流中行進
Swing your murderous weapon into the belly "the earth"
在貪欲中操縱你殺人的兇器向著「世界」
Shout and start creating confusion
狂叫且開始困惑
Shed your blood for preasure
你流血為獲得快樂
And what? For love?
還有什麼？為了愛？
What am I suppose to do?
什麼是我該做的？
I believe in the madness called " Now "
我相信在被稱為「現在」的瘋狂中
Past and future prison my heart
過去和未來禁錮我的心
Time is blind
時間是盲目的
But I wanna trace my heart
但我要追溯我的愛
On the wall of time, over pain in my heart
在時間之壁上，越過我心中的痛苦
Art of life
生命的藝術
Insane blade stabbing dreams
瘋狂的刀刃刺穿夢境
Try to break all truth now
試著破壞全部的事實
But I can't heal this broken heart in pain
但我無法治癒這痛苦而破碎的心
Cannot start to live. Cannot end my life
無法開始生活，無法結束生命
Keep on crying
繼續哭泣
Close my eyes
閉上我的眼睛
Time breath I can hear
我能聽見時間的低語
All love and sadness melt in my heart
全部的愛與悲哀在我心中融化
Dry my tears
拭乾淚水
Wipe my broody face
擦拭我滿是血污的臉
I wanna feel me living my life outside my wall
我要在我的牆外感受我的存在
You can't draw a picture of yesterday , so
你無法為昨日描繪影象，以致於
You're painting your heart with your blood
你用你的血塗抹你的心
You can't say "No"
你無法說「不」
Only turning the wheel of time
只能用環繞在頸中的繩索
with a rope around your neck
轉動時間之輪
You build a wall of morality and take a breath
你建造美德之牆
from between the bricks
在磚縫之間茍延殘喘
You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them
你製造假想敵並被他們追捕
You're trying to commit suicide
你試著自殺
You're satisfied with your prologue
你對你的序幕感到滿意
Now you're painting your first chapter black
現在你抹黑你的第一章
You are putting the scraps of life together
你把生命的碎片收集在一起
and trying to make an asylum for yourself
並嘗試為你自己製造一個避難所
You're hitting a bell at the edag of the stage
你在舞臺邊緣敲鐘
and
而且
You are trying to kill me
你試著殺我
I believe in the madness called " Now "
我相信在被稱為「現在」的瘋狂中
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
時光流逝，破壞我的心
Wanna live
要活著
Can't let my heart kill myself
不能讓我的心毀了我自己
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
我仍未找到我要找尋的
Art of life
生命的藝術
I try to stop myself
我試著停止我自己
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
但我的心意欲毀滅這事實
Tell me why
告訴我為什麼
I want the meaning of my life
我想知道我活著的意義
Do I try to live?
我該試著活下去嗎？
Do I try to love in my dream?
我該試著去實現夢想中的愛嗎？
I am breaking the wall inside my heart
我破壞我心中的牆
I just wanna let my emotions get out
我想讓我的情感流露
Nobody can stop
無人能阻止
I'm running to freedom
我奔向自由
No matter how you try to hold me in your world
無論你多想在你的世界中掌握我
Like a doll carried by the flow of time
像被流逝的時光控制的玩偶
I sacrificed the present moment for the future
我為未來犧牲此刻
I was in chains of memory half-blinded
我被半瞎的記憶束縛
Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dream
失去我的心，徘徊在夢之海裏
Close my eyes
閉上眼睛
Rose breathes I can hear
我聽見玫瑰的低語
All love and sadness melt in my heart
全部的愛與悲哀在我心中融化
Dry my tears
拭乾淚水
Wipe my bloody face
擦拭我滿是血污的臉
I wanna feel me living my life outside my wall
我要在我的牆外感受我的存在
Dreams can make me mad
夢能使我瘋狂
I can't leave my dream
我無法離開夢境
I can't stop myself
我無法阻止我自己
Don't know what I am
不知我是什麼
What lies are truth
什麼是謊言
What truth are lies
什麼是真實
I believe in the madness called " Now "
我相信在被稱為「現在」的瘋狂中
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
時光流逝，破壞我的心
Wanna live
要活著
Can't let my heart kill myself
不能讓我的心毀了我自己
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
我仍未找到我要找尋的
Art of life
生命的藝術
I try to stop myself
我試著停止我自己
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
但我的心意欲毀滅這事實
Tell me why
告訴我為什麼
I want the meaning of my life
我想知道我活著的意義
Do I try to live? Do I try to love?
我該試著活下去嗎？我該試著去愛嗎？
Art of life
生命的藝術
An Eternal Bleeding heart
一顆永遠滴血的心
You never wanna breathe your last
你永遠不碰觸你的過去
Wanna live
要活著
Can't let my heart kill myself
不能讓我的心毀了我自己
Still I am feeling for
我仍感覺到
A Rose is breathing love
一朵玫瑰正注入愛
in my life
在我生命中
