音乐般的生命

 Have a great dream last night.. Finally, we're together. Yet sadly, it's just a dream...

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After months of system requirement research, language support settings, font re-injection and recompiling the codes. I decided to run futher tests. Received my very first infrared PC remote control purchased at online store last weekend and start testing it with the system.
hmm..... sadly It work not so perfect. If the another 2 remotes which arriving in days not functioning well, might consider replace it with wireless mouse maybe.

CFO counter offered me by 1000 increment. But I refused to stay.

It's meaningless when a I.T guy lost his value. It's even meaningless when a I.T guy accept the counter offer but doing finance in the end. I hate when the CFO say "Actually IT should know accounting" and "IT should work as account department because you all know where to get the data". What she said were actually selfish because she's the one who able to sit back and relax while we stay in the office till late night doing her job. Beside, she's breaking the job nature rules.

She need to understand, 1stly, yes, we work for money, yet money is not everything. 2ndly, I didn't sign the appraisal letter after probation period means I can choose not to stay and left with 24 hours notice. The reason I stay is just for handover, not for more unrelated jobs. 3rdly, I can go face to face with auditors just to freeze the listing operation until proper job scope performed (will cause million dollars loss).

Chinese New Year reaching its end soon.. Having a stressful CNY holidays actually. Tons of tasks which not suppose were assigned although I already handed in my resignation letter. I was like.. what the hell... The evil me keep asking me not to do it; yet the good me wants me to be responsible. I'm fear.. fear on handling finance thingy. Why? Coz I'm I.T guy! Who to blame if I done thing wrongly?

Wanted to complete the tasks remotely during holiday. But the 12 year old "server" can't handle the workload and went hung, I'm 200KM away, can do nothing beside waiting for the end of holiday. Even then, I got no time and no chance on handovering what I've done, I.T stuffs of coz. Since the CFO don't even realise how serious this can be, what can I do beside acting like "let it be" and let time teach her a lesson. Just to remind my non-I.T fellows... "I.T department spent years to set up and maintain company's core system; but need only minutes to destoy all of them"

Nothing special during CNY holidays beside spent a morning saving an old dog which accidentally fell into a deep drain on the 2nd day of CNY.

If someone ask me to prove him/her that I'm a I.T. guy, I'll probably show him/her this


Did my pillow case answered your question?

Was Sleeping on the living room sofa since saturday coz my younger brother and sister are here to conquer my room. It's freezing cold there, but it's alright. It's better if I get sick, not to them. Although I got abit cold.. should be ok after consume lots of water.

Had a look at online news site, accident, accident, and accident... normally what people will think when  drove by an accident area?

- Is everyone ok? anyone injured?

or

- Stupid feller jamming the road

Was eyewitness a motorcycle accident on about 2am midnight last Sunday, feel pity and worried for the motorcyclist who coma on the road, still breathing, dare not to touch him beside wait for ambulans' arrival. What touched me was, I saw 1 Malaysia. Peoples lining up on the different part of the road, line 1 and 2 use handphone lights as directional signal telling other drivers there is an accident ahead, please drive on the middle lane. While line 3 and 4 are actually direct other drivers from hitting the victim and his motorcycle. Wish to take photo as memory, but that's not a correct time. Well, keep in my head and here.



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I've stopped the music auto play for this. Keep posting this same animation every year since 2007 actually. For me, this is the most cute and suitable, never expire
I stopped the music auto play for this post. Will remove it after Christmas.

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 Kota Kemuning, Shah Alam
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Was driving back after work and felt weird when my steering vibrating. Finally noticed that I've reached 140km/h. Slowed down to 80 immediately... hope that there's no summon.

wish to type out everything here actually.

But things aren't organize in my head. Will continue after it was well defraged.

Would like to remind again... hope you can be at home at 17 Dec about or after 8pm with internet ready. Will text you the url and logins.

Thanks.

P1 wimax having interruption currently. So I'm using my phone for this.

I donno what really happened.. just suddenly feel I'm not able to hold more things anymore. Just can't keep acting cool when feel the pain deep inside. So, said something which i should keep with myself. Just feel that don't wish to missed a thing. I have totally no idea why i did this.. Can someone please kindly explain to me?

It's been a very slow day during last friday's warehouse sales. Can hardly see customers coming in. We all know, when the sales held too long, this will happen. Well, can't do anything, let it be then.

Seeing me sitting silently at the cashier site, colleagues just grabbed their chairs and get near to me. Guess what? It's Q&A time. No tough questions please.... But the fact is still the fact, Panda, you're screwed.

We've found you staying late quite often. Why don't you just use the time for other purpose. For example, accompany your girl friend. Hahaha.... Why people like to ask this kind of question? OK, look. I've no idea what made you think that I'm not single, but sorry to surprise you all that I'm single since the day I'm borned.

Why don't you go find one? Talk is always easy isn't it? Look at me.. I know how I looks like. Sometime I even talk to the mirror saying "look at you, girl will surely run away when see you. Unlike others, perfect, talented... and you got... nothing! zero!"

Haiya... You must learn how to talk sweet words, always works. Errr... Nop.. I prefer to work the other way round. I don't want to give any promises and end up with nothing after she's with you. Then she'll be like "what the heck! you big liar! If you can't do it just don't even voice it!" And with everything esspecially job still not within stable stat, am I too young or too risky to make any promises? My dad is not Bill Gates, and even Bill Gates wants his child to fight for their future by they own. As Panda, I want to make my life colourful beside plain black and white ok? Still long way to go dude.

Do you have any target? Well, you won't be believe if the answer is "no" right? So...... I am trying to fly again with my semi cured wings..Yet, i need to keep distance from another injured bird who keep struggling from pain. Not to be selfish honestly, coz the wound destroyed the bird's trust. I might get greater injury from its struggle. Also, It may have turned fierce and might attack. But I just can't leave it alone... what can I do beside unstablely decending and climbing round and round just like a satellite doing orbit entry adjustment? Maybe time is the only holy power to cure and all the injured birds are waiting for that. If evil eagle(s) not exist of coz.

I know people will keep asking me the same question over and over again. Maybe next time I'll just give him my blog's url and ask them to read by themself. Tired answering... lol.. kidding.

And... for my friends who always get surprise seeing females at my facebook photos, Hey! don't simply say things and drop comments ok? Can't you see that there's someone (female) that you know in the same album? Why she's following? Coz I want my new friend(s) to feel comfortable when hanging out with a ugly like me la! Don't scare them with your comments ok?... kanasai.. Hmm... Please do let me know if the uploaded photos affecting your images. You're inside the photo, you got the right to change thing... always...

It's been a year since our Prime Minister announced "1 M-a-l~a~y-s-i-a" (I dashed and ~ the key word to avoid being googled) and as replacement, I'll use the word "M".

Honestly, any "M" result? No.... It's just a money earning slogan after it was commercialized till now. We, as other race looking forward for that but those jokers just don't want it or they mean don't need us. Ya right, they're racist and they don't even know it. "M" is totally a failure. 

So, It's December 2010. I've set missions at beginning of the year but yet many still under pending status. If want me to put them into a table, It will roughly looks like the one below:


Mission                                                                Status
======                                                                =====
Move into new house starting July                  Delayed to Feb 2011

Change new tyres for my Little K                    Out of budget

Get a 42 inches LCD / LED TV                        Out of budget

Get a Mini CPU for Media Center                    Out of budget

Get myself promoted with salary rise             End up with job change (thank God)

Get myself a OS / Smart Phone                       Completed (with a lousy WIndows Phone)

Get a girl friend                                                    Hahahahahahaha... remain single dude

Personal Skill refine                                           Err....

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and.... Woo Hoo! It's December, Christmas is at the corner. Perhaps it's time for me to practice a song.

Lonely Christmas - Eason Chan


For me, This song will never expire every year..


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My colleagues said... sometime, they'll vomit blood when I joke.

Happened 15/11 afternoon, when having dinner with Taiwan auditor.


Leo (Taiwan Auditor): Taiwan quite happening with typhoon lately.
Miss Carolyn (Accountant): Why the typhoon turning back to Taiwan after left Taiwan from the south?
Me: (with serious face) Coz... Typhoon meet road block in the middle of Pacific Ocean, forced to turn back.
Miss Carolyn / Leo / David / Mr. Hon / Ms. Jeniffer: .................................... (laugh)


Waitress: Do you all like some fruits for desserts?
Ms. Jennifer (CFO): Any recommendation? Any fruits that Taiwan don't have?
Waitress: How about mixed fruit?
Me: Durian please...
Ms. Jeniffer / Ms. Carolyn / Leo / David / Mr. Hon: ............................


Ms. Connie / Ms Carolyn: Why the printer or photostat machine will start to work again when you get near?
Me: (Answer 1) Coz you all not soft enough to them....
(Answer 2) Coz they love me more...
(Answer 3) You all should bring my photo and show them, "hey! i know this guy!"
(Answer 4) You should ask the printer


Phone ringing
Me: (identify the caller number and pick up) yes?
Ms. Carolyn (actually just few meters away) : Help......! (Can't print)
Me: (talk to David) David, Carolyn needs CPR.
Ms. Carolyn: ..................


Mr. Hon (IT Manager): Seems no one dare to bully Chong (me).
David: Maybe 1 versus 10no problem for him.
Me: (proud) Hmph! Last time, I'm the one facing a gang of people alone and get beaten.

Wookey... As requested, this post will be in fully "tipu makan" level english.


Started my day a little bit late today... saturday ma....


First of all, have to apologize to my friends on not attending the lunch. Why? hmm... I had a bad sleep and what happened was, I get my waist "kha-chak"-ed. Ou.... Sweet Honey Iced Tea (from all the 1st letters, means SHIT) Yes, I woke up like a crazy old man, cried for pain. Well, it got better and better together with wasted time. So, instead of delicious home cook lunch, Korean instant mee was my lunch.


Made myself a teapot of Pu-Er tea, unpluged the headphone attached to my laptop, run the auto lyric music player, sing crazily along with broken voice and get my tasks started. Get all the photos requested by dad printed out on photo papers using my CISS (Continuous Ink Supply System) customized Canon IP1300 printer.


After that, took a long rest with the game which overheating my lousy laptop, The Sim 3. Ok, get the Sim (the character in game) to talk with the ghost in haunted house. Hahahahahahahaha.... Idiot panda. =.=


Ok! Enough! Continue with the next task which last till now. Backing up files, free up Hard Disk storage capacity, and Clean up my messy desktop. Oh.. This folder... stayed on my desktop since April 2010. It's a birthday present for a lovely special girl. I named the folder "Project ST". Managed to get the recordings finish using my after office and weekends, completed all the video edits and simple website programming and multi-user test on middle of June. Compared to the 50MB file on the website, the actual file size for the entire project before compression and edits (with all the NG videos together of coz) are 4.3GB, which perfectly fits on a DVD.


After that, backup my previous company and web programming freelance files. Oh Gosh! My laptop hang??!! Hmm... nop, It's actually slowed down when I'm checking the file size of the 2 folders. The size are just 2.5GB but it's hard to access more than 200000 files in over 8000 folder in short period. So, deleted all the unwanted to reduce the number of files. Well, this took a long time.


Next, paused my task to remote trouble-shooting my friend's notebook for 2 hours, went for lunch at 9.15pm and continue backup the animations after shower.


Yes, I spent entire day (and night) in front of my laptop..... again , yet, I get 29.4GB of storage capacity free for future use.

都是真实故事哦。。。

故事 1：

有一位婆婆正好在做菜，孙子前来偷吃

婆婆：怎么那么没礼貌，要开饭时才能吃。

孙子：我先试试嘛！不然等下我不小心吃到不好吃的怎么办？

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故事 2：

我 2 岁表妹怡欣

怡欣：（问我表哥）gor gor 我要怎样叫（称呼）你？

表哥：叫靓仔（粤语）gor gor。

怡欣：哦。。。靓仔（粤语）gor gor。。

怡欣：爸爸没有（不）靓仔（粤语）。。。

朋友去情人，唯一的共同点即使他们都是从由陌生人演变成我们生命里重要的人物。有些片刻，一个人在我们心中是否只是朋友那么简单，连我们自己都不晓得。不是有了感觉就必定是爱情。


爱情不像童年时候玩的家家乐，故事的开始与结局都由我们去编写。有些时候，我们想要的未必将会属于我们，而我们想持续的，偏偏将不会挽留太久。或许，这代表了只有没有永久性的属于，我们才会警惕自己要懂得珍惜今天所拥有的一切。


有些片刻，或许我们真的在没有预料的情况下爱上一个人但我们却没有和那个人开始交往。也许在你查觉到你的感觉时，时刻已太晚让你和他跨过朋友的界限；也许只有保持这样的距离，他将永远的属于你；也许这种感觉，只有在这样的关系才可以被寻觅；也许，在你想往前踏出时，他却已变心了。


很矛盾，可不是吗？我们确确实实的就是活在矛盾的圈套里，学会不去理会别人怎么判断我们。毕竟，没有绝对的对错，只有一定的认同与否认。


朋友与情人，两个角色都是生活中不可缺少的。没了其中一个，生活似乎不太完美。有些人会狡辩说后者并不一定要存在，但摸摸自己的心口，那是真心话吗？

在朋友面前，我们可以很放肆，放肆到一个没有境界的程度；在情人面前，不管我们多么的自然，我们乃会保留一点点的斯文和温柔。或许，我们认为朋友失去了可以有在寻找，但情人失去了，那感觉未必忘得了。


和朋友聊天时的程度可以达到无话不谈；和情人在一起时，更应该坦白的，我们却保留着真相的面容。或许，朋友不是我们的最爱，所以我们舍得伤害，但情人的心，似乎太脆弱，是我们时时刻刻都得用甜言蜜语和谎言去保护它。


在朋友的世界里，似乎没有了太多其他的禁止令；在情人的世界里，却有太多的约束。当两个朋友都知道彼此的心里只是朋友的关系，那很多的事物都可以一起分享但在情人面前，为了证明我们对他的爱，我们都会遵守他的规定。


朋友与情人，我们最无法失去的是前者但偏偏每一次我们却丢弃了前者。毕竟，情人是从朋友演变而来。如果一个人可以重视朋友多过情人，那这情人岂不是扮演着一个很失败的角色？会演变成我们的情人，必定是朋友中最耀眼的那一位。如此说来，那又怎么可能把视朋友的地位超越情人呢？


朋友与情人，同样的重要却给予不一样的感觉。很多时候，这两者的关系把我们搞得团团转。我们不想失去朋友的关系，却又不想发展成情侣，可是一旦告白后没有进展成为佳人，那这段友情也持续不了多久。


或许更确实的是，该离去的，不会留下太久；该留下的，不会离得太遥远。生命的安排，不是任性了就可以得到我们想博取的。已注定的，没人可以改变得了那既定的事实。