November 30, 2006
you didn't dump me,i dumped you!
let's go,boys and girls,we're going to http://blog.roodo.com/elasticsnap .as you might have already figured out.
November 2, 2006
messy messy me
i've not been doing any gigs for 3 weeks now.the longest streak since may.
it's not that i don't enjoy the leisure time for practice and all that.but i really need to get some work to do,in order to pull my mind out of this mess.practice won't do.practice is actually a very vile thing when the mind isn't settled already.
val left,marvin,too.he went to germany with jamo's group,then to poland for cassandra's.fun ride for sure.val won't be back for a while,not even for christmas.she's promised to be part of salvation army's christmas special.and also to keep her neighbor company.
an old,sweet lady,according to her,all her children suffered tragic deaths.it's rare to see someone who could still keep distance from cyncism with experiences like that.
although val had to lie to her that she and char were sisters,since the old lady seems to be very religious.i wish i was there to see all that,it's usually fun to see,when val tries to pull off something she is not.she'd overwork on every details.
well,more about our gathering later.it was quite a delighted event.
dizzy passed away,ed's cat,19 year-old.
she looked young as if she was just 5 year-old,can't cheat death with her look,still.
ed was devastated,they had been together since he first moved here.maybe just after a divorce,i'm not sure.dizzy had been his most consistent company.
now he is truely alone.
i'd felt not much sorrow at first,and i hated myself for not sharing the pain,hated myself for out living her.but later on it caught on to me,maybe the absolute loneness is easier for me to relate .
death.i'd tell ed a story,about a guy who dreamt about his dog died,the guy would be so so awfully sad,until he woke up,realized it was but a dream,everything is just fine as before.and all of us are waiting for the waking up,to see dizzy is just around,still sticking her head into the lamp while we play music in ed's ever-autumn room.
but i didn't tell him anything.he cried,the story is too fucking peachy to a heartbroken man.
i don't feel like typing anymore tonight,you all take care.
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October 23, 2006
dream house
內裝看的出有年紀了,驚訝天花板居然還是完全裸露著木條,似上漆到一半主人便反悔,任其脫落,除了未磨光的實木顏色,還夾雜了淡藍色的漆斑.但隔間非常特別,一入門是寬敞的客廳,擺設古氣,但直接連接著,未用牆隔開,像窪地一樣的需要踏下一兩格階梯,進入類似視聽中心的區域,牆是深褐色,明顯是這屋子裡最新的部份,塞滿了唱片,電視螢幕是裡頭唯一的光源.
它大約只寬客廳的三分之二,剩下隔開著的是一條走廊,通向後方的廚房,接著應該是後院,我沒留意那,便直接上二樓了.
二樓意外的完全沒有隔間,非常大且空曠,牆也是完全露出原木條,沒有天花板,可以直接見到突起的屋脊,採光意外的好,是有寢室的,只是那不能真的算是個"室".因為就只是床和化妝檯,書桌之類的佔據這一整個面積的一小部份.
和我妹說,我要把這塗上深藍色的漆,或許房子其他的部份也塗上深紅色的,但祇是一面牆,其它為米白.
和我現在的房間一樣,是深藍色的.
是妹妹想搬家,她一直想搬離公寓,到個房子裡.她不喜歡自己的學校,沒有校園,在城市裡顯的壓抑,她不喜歡裡頭的學科,就只有音樂,封閉的沒其它選擇,她不喜歡這裡.我一直喜歡公寓的多,對現在住的地方一點抱怨也沒有,我之前學校像辦公大樓,我逃避所有其它的課程換取練習時間而無法畢業.我離不開這裏.
但還是喜歡這棟房子吧,有成為溫暖的家的潛力,一切如空白畫布,可以從零開始佈置,廣大的空間可以讓一整個團進來練習.
於是我和她都滿意,就這樣決定了,準備把東西都搬過來.
回到原本的地方,看這自己的藍色房間,到目前為止,短住兩年,卻也充滿了回憶.竟然不捨的大哭了起來,眼角溢出的淚是泡沫,一朵一朵的掉在腳邊,驚訝,卻也停止不了哭泣.沒多久,藍色房間就被泡沫充斥了.
October 22, 2006
dream house (prelude)
這幾天不知道怎了,對睡覺厭惡,並不是說睡的少(那還真好).睡眠時間大約一樣,但會賴著不去睡覺,即使眼睛都快張不開了,還是不願意離開電腦前面.查閱信件,或是面對螢幕呆滯不動,等待著不會出現的,等待到後來也不知道在等什麼了.
也做了幾個怪夢.
昨天夢見一個女生,國小時候的同學,是長的好看功課又好的萬人迷型,莫名奇妙的喜歡我,但這方面卻一點反應也沒有.根本不熟啊!要不是莫名奇妙地夢見,是個被埋在記憶深層的人了.
那個年紀的自己不知道在幹什麼,讓現在的自己很想回去揍他一頓,被明顯超過等級的對象喜歡,卻還無動於衷,在幹麻啊!!!守處男嗎?!
這又讓我想到另一個回憶,國中時代也是被條件超好的同學喜歡.(我知道這段回憶被拿出來炫耀過好多次了,請忍耐.)而自己緩慢麻木到天怒人怒的境界,兩個人平時就常聊天,偶爾還會一起打籃球(她可以犯所有的規,我除了可以搶籃板,什麼都不能做.)
有次我們兩個人都因為遲到,午休時間被叫到穿堂罰站,全校學生遲到都要被罰,不知道那天是操場集合還是什麼的.總之不是我不熟悉的事,國三離開管訓班,頂多因為天天遲到被記警告,已經很給面子了.但這不是她的常態行為,我們也就站在一起.一堆人呆站在穿堂裡,當然被罰站是不能聊天.她也只說了,很想睡,可以靠著你休息嗎?我說好.就這樣她頭倚著我肩膀.接下來午休的時間都不存在了.
這是多麼浪漫的場面啊!!!根本是校園戲劇的橋段吧?!結果我,一直到最後最後畢業前她和我告白了才發現!天啊,你居然喜歡我啊?!但是我真的沒有意思啊!搞屁啊!心事都給人聽了,肩膀都給人靠了居然說沒意思!幹,傷害班花青澀的心會有報應的!!!現在我在下場多慘你知道嗎?!被愛的人痛甩,無數見過一次面就再也不希望再會的dates.現世報啊這些...
唯一合理的解釋,就是我那輩子根本是個gay吧.現在越想越有可能,小學最好的好朋友長大後都很帥.但做個gay也要心思細膩啊!怎麼反應那麼慢?做什麼都做不好真失敗啊!!!
後來我被嚇的只能逃避不見面,據說她後來和我一個苦戀她很久的同學在一起.再晚些,最後一次聽到她的名子,是某幾個參加教會活動只是為了認識女生的高中同學,在討論欲搭訕的對象時提到.
就這樣.
題外話結束,這次作夢的對象,最後一次見面是高中時候,意外公車裡見到,她喊了我的名子,說我們是小學同學,我搖頭說不記得了...其實記得啊!在幹什麼啊屌屁啊?!
合理的解釋,大概是怕以前認識的人知道我幫派時期的故事吧.
在那之後就在也沒見過她了.夢裡的她是高中時候的樣子,我們不知為何被擠到一個狹窄的位子裡,是小學時候的桌椅,兩個人的身體明顯超載,若不是和美女擠在一起,是很不適.
完全忘記我們之間的對話,除了依稀記得是有趣的,她常笑.突然我老闆(服務生那個工作的)出現,對我說,知道我們倆以前有什麼,但現在不要搞砸了!什麼啊?我不知道她的意思到底是什麼.但夢裡頭的自己是現在的我(aka the desperate)自然會對她有好感,想採取行動,但這時,居然連夢裡都有,出現第三者,某個長相非常粉樣的帥哥,當場表明了對她的意思.
接著居然以某個呆板的理由,直接邀約她到某個隱密的地方,進行他的大告白行動.我不知怎麼的,好奇大過擔心吧,就鬼祟的跟著他們,到了某個人煙稀散的樓梯間陽台,帥哥開始唸著自己寫好的情詩,但很不精細,俗氣至極,居然讓我在後面咯咯笑了,這種貨色也想告白成功.
她也笑了.但因該是"好可愛喔的告白喔,但也就侷限於蠢的可愛而已"的笑,因為她接下來的舉動是轉身回教室,我得躡腳的先跑回去,然後在位置上假裝什麼都不知道,問剛剛去哪?她笑著回,沒什麼啦.
然後發生什麼我也很想知道,但必須去教琴,沒有在睡回去試試看的本錢.
廢話那麼多還沒進入主題,前天的夢dream house.但不在這接著寫了,調性差太多.晚點見.
要聽歌...
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October 13, 2006
list of songs i wrote with eyes turning red then black.
i went to see brad hours ago.it's not part of my plan.but my sister's friend's boyfriend couldn't make it.so,here i'm,mr.sub-.i should make a career out of it.if your boyfriend goes out of town,and the bed is cold under the groomy winter air,then i'd fill in.if you're just waiting for "the one",but still couldn't bare the loneliness while questing for the true love,i'd fill in.
i used to do it for free anyway.
it was beautiful.i was actually surprised how much i enjoyed it,i meant,i've seen him a little too often recently.yet tonight,it still hold its mesmerism.this experience really reminds me how much i love him,the M/M is really,well,bummer is really too harsh of a word.since it's really one of the hardest thing to do,piano & guitar duo,and brad is a trifle too strong for pat.
you know i'm drunk when you hear me using worrds like "trifle" or "squalor".
there were moments when he played what i was thinking,it put me in short ecstasies,until he played something averted from my thoughts.
oh,and they did black hole sun,and yes,it's amazing!
here is the list of songs
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October 10, 2006
the only living team in new york (part 1)
冬天到了,需要冬眠.她說.
恨自己還是無法學會,在被對方厭煩前離開.你知道,我甚至在鏡子前練習過,在表演結束之後的告別."謝謝你們出來,大家晚安,或許我們會再見面."然後灑脫的下台.我希望做什麼事都能這樣子,在高點離開.
但現實上,至少到目前為止,這練習從未實用過.我從未擔任過團長(必須要開口講話的那個.)在結束時,多半低著頭踩熄效果器,甚至連介紹團員時都不敢抬起頭,害怕會看到提醒我剛才所的犯錯誤的眼神.
那就等冬天結束後再見了.
我喜歡冬天多的多,多到,若永遠不結束也無所謂(若把鏟雪的那段作業排除在外).一切無生氣地寧靜,但又被盡力點綴著.總覺得自己在這個這樣的背景裡,能較不唐突地存在.
但都還是沒有秋天來的好,即使因溫室效應而放大的冬夏,讓它的存在顯得尷尬.
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September 21, 2006
trane's day
i need to put on the songs first,since i can't be here with you on the day.i'll be with mccoy,seriously.i feel blessed already.thanks God for that,for trane,for everything beautiful.
a love supreme ,part 2 - resolution (alternative take)
now you can celebrate the day by yourself,too.listening to trane's music,and only his music,all day.then thanks God for him.
September 16, 2006
september song
"........
.........ain't that super-dooper...(i honestly thought it could have been very..very beautiful.)"
September 13, 2006
brighter happier more productive
it had been messy here.i'm still feeling dizzy from time to time.the fact is that i'd been sick all year long.
i'd like to be lighter,brighter,happier.
i went to see scofield the other night,he was playing with his trio.what can i say beside noting he is the man.alex,john,and june were there,but we didn't get much chances to talk,since i was late,and the falafel is really not an ideal food for a clumsy guy like me.no matter how i tried to manage my bite,it was always a mouthful.all i can do was stare while alex was telling his story.
then june showed,she had a new job which she just quited that night,right after she was hired by some other.since her old boss seems to be this nasty,fastidious character,yet june somehow sympathized with her behaviors.june the writer,is able to fill the slots of causes for all sorts of absurdities.
"everyone is just a material then." john's consolation whenever june was annoyed.
that would be her way to fend off the world,to write it down then maybe get entertained by the ever compulsive human behaviors.
here are some lines i re-read today,by ibi kaslik.
"we'll not live like this.they will try to bury us with false manifestoes,inscribe us in wars against false enemies but we'll sing songs about dying from loving the wrong cowboy and gospel; our bodies will burn in effigies of promise. i swear"
from the booklet of stars' album,"set yourself on fire." a lot people,even some of you would love it,i like it ok.man,how much i hate to just to "like it ok".love is getting harder to come by as i get older.
val loves kaslik's "skinny",it's about relationship between two sisters,i'm not sure.later on i found out kaslik has those penetrating,light colored eyes,just like val's.can't help but wonder if she loves kaslik's work just for that,val's narcism has always been blatant.
anway,i found those lines beautiful earily today,but too much anger for me.even tho the fury is rightfully placed.i'd be that pissed off sometimes,but not on paper.maybe that's the reason i like them,emotionally raw yet coated in grace.
maybe the anger turned into humor for me.i'm allowed to joke with the horrible.it's my way to fend off the world.but everything is so wrong,people are so stupid to a degree that's not funny anymore.air-headed,hypocritical politicians,short-sighted policy,gullible voters,anti-cerebral, narrow-minded society.those are not funny anymore.the world is so ridiculous,almost like a parody to some other,"serious" real world.
we all might be living in a joke. a bad sketch gone too long.
i can't laugh at them now as i couldn't be angry at them before.i don't even know what is real and what's not.now i'm just confused.
what's going to happen next?giving up the human race in a whole?
oh,actually i did find something lovely,they are scofield/dejohnette/golding 's saudades.and bill mchenry's feat.paul motian.how odd music,something so nil in our regular three-dimensional world(ephemeral if in four-dimensional)is the realest and nearest to me.
love makes it so,love makes things real and nigh.
September 1, 2006
pain in the head
連續頭痛了一星期,直到昨天下午才結束,誇張的是居然只要練琴就不會痛,一不練就會開始昏.真的是神看我太懶.
這是第一次發生,頭痛超過兩天,我之前頗擔心,尤其是在我學生和我說了一大堆恐怖的故事之後,例如,關於腦裡有個泡泡突然爆掉,當場死亡的同事之類的.於是我在星期一時去看了醫生,你知道,我很不喜歡看醫生,總說,醫生會破壞驚喜.
但我想我當時怕死,原因應該是上星期被kenny稱讚,有了希望,想看接下來會發生什麼事.
而且我還沒看snakes on a plane啊!!!
總之,去看了醫生,結果只是拿了一桶止痛藥回家,天啊,難得想要誠實的面對自己的身體,去醫院的結果,居然連醫生都要我繼續欺騙下去.還以為要照腦波還是什麼斷層掃描的,結果就被判決嚴重偏頭痛解決,還說這樣長期,可能和憂鬱症有關.這!?!?我沒有憂鬱啊!確定沒有嗎?我不會連這個都無法確定吧?!拜託,我想去看motherfucking snakes on a motherfucking plane,這像是憂鬱症的人會做的事嗎?
為什麼還沒有人發明治療偏頭痛的方法呢?!根本沒人在乎嘛!你永遠都不會看到"為偏頭痛而跑"之類的活動,也不會在保險桿上面看到,任何和治癒偏頭痛有關的標語貼紙.再說靠吃止痛藥的偏頭痛患者,根本是藥廠收保護費的基本盤.
頭痛時想了很多事,邊想會邊覺得可笑的那種.
但現在想睡了,會繼續更新下面的歌單,弄完其實也差不多該換歌了.
August 17, 2006
slightly more part of the song list.
i just said "speak up!people!!"between that messege and my latest updated notice,there was days of silence.maybe i'm lonely sick to be blatantly displaying the void.maybe it's just all the messes in the world exposing my powerlessness,then my irrelevancy.
well,as promised,here are the credits of the music which you are listening right now.hope you do care about who are behind these.less and less people care about anything beyond the facade,that's messing up the world.
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August 3, 2006
survey
租來放歌的空間明天將會到期,老實講,我好奇到底有多少人聽,若你希望這繼續有音樂聽的話,出個聲,若人數達到五人,那我就會續約.
另外你們都知道現在又打戰了,黎巴嫩境內被轟炸的死傷三分之一以上是兒童.拜託按這裡,捐個15,20塊都好.
July 28, 2006
before you jump,you gotta to know that....
hey! mari,you might like this.great drumming,i remember that you like drums,miss choas likes it,too.well,who doesn't,isn't it everyone's adolescent dream,to be the next neil peart?
i listened to this song last night,then realized what a great drummer they once had!(as well as the fact that i've not paid enough attention to it before.)
drummers are probably the most prominet part to my ears,they really have the ability to intensify songs single-handedly.try the song and you'll know what i mean.if it ain't for the drummer,this song wouldn't survive 3 listens.
then,some broadcast clips...
papercuts - really cool mv.
come on let's go - did i ever tell you the story of this song?about a tired,defeated morning i had,then my ipod played this song to cheer me up?
i really love the papercuts mv,it has this retro-futuristic vibe,matching their music perfectly.trish looks almost like some sort of cultish spiritual leader.the way she sings straight at you through kaleidoscopic lights.and the lyrics,often starts with "you",as if it's consoling our lonelinesses with subliminal messeges,(like "when our bodies disappear,you won't be alone.")
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July 17, 2006
7171969
Trane was rested on this day,so let's let others play.
wise one - elvin jones
i want to talk about you - mccoy tyner
naima - achie shepp
after the rain - marilyn crispell
crescent - john mclaughlin
lazy bird - pat martino
that's how to say "thank you".
July 14, 2006
the last word
那場比賽是被做掉的,但不是什麼粗暴動作(即使有人見血)而是裁判的控制.
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July 12, 2006
clips clips clips.
nesta vs totti講笑話.nesta是誰?他是如果.如果他沒在分組賽受傷,便輪不到賤嘴出場.冠軍就免蒙上一層灰了.nesta是世界上最強大的後場,看影片(這幾個彪悍的防守者,配上gangster rap還真讓人熱血沸騰.來吧!讓陽光的前鋒少年們摔的狗吃屎吧!)
我不是totti的迷,但蠻喜歡他的一點,就是他不介意拿自己開玩笑,常扮演無腦運動員的角色
n:來試著說出五種以e開頭的動物吧.像ermellino(貂)
t:...er gatto...er cane..... er topo...er..... (er類似the,注意nesta在第一個答案時就不想理t了)
這是個老笑話,但del piero完全無法不笑場.你可以看到totti好脾氣...
t:alex,你考試考的怎樣
dp:很慘,交白卷啊
t:那完了,我們會被認為作弊
fifa很希望沖淡大家對他的記憶,因為他受爭議的生活,因為他是有史以來最偉大的球員.看影片.
這是我比較喜歡的影片,因為音樂好聽,也剪輯的比較有人味,有他最美好的,和最醜陋的畫面,看著最後連續打竿的無奈.配合清涼的南美音樂,讓人感覺他像個你看著長大的,那個愛踢球的小孩.即使你知道後來發生的一切,還是選擇回憶在那之前的故事.
diego在90年對決德國,史上最受爭議的比賽.垂老的阿根廷被罰下兩人,最後9比11對戰,卻以一個假摔引起的點球決勝負(阿根廷也獲得了一次受爭議的點球機會,但被對方撲出).1-0負.
在94年世界盃藥檢不過,遭遣送回國.出賽兩場,一入球.
後期的他和毒品離不開關係,身體狀況也一直不佳,也因此散盡家產.他在戒毒時接觸了左派的思想,之後便投身於社會運動,上次看到他,是布希訪阿根廷時,他在抗議群眾的行列裡.
let's remember the part we want to.the beautiful and the graceful.
July 11, 2006
if i ever have a son(or a new cat),i'd name him grosso.
idiot
當時我們都呆了,電話裡隱約聽見val小聲的唸著.我什麼也沒回,我害怕激怒她.
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July 3, 2006
song of praise (and other not so assorted stuff)
song of praise (live) - the best song ever played live.
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this is all so very wrong,yet so right.
it's from the group camera obscura,(the website itself is lots of fun) i'm not a big fan for thier music,but i got the feeling some of you might be.all their videos are very well shot,tho.
i can't remember when/what was the inception of this sort of collegial,pristine rock.and for me,pristine and rock just don't get along well.
here, is good rock to me,i guess i'm just old-fashion.
July 1, 2006
my swollen foot
我腳踝扭到了,這帶來很大的痛苦,比記憶裡上次的傷害痛.那是高中的時候了,那時花了兩個月才能走路.一樣的模式,一樣的部位.有時候我痛恨自己的愚笨,像前天晚上.
好消息是目前已經可以將腳放在地上,但不能太久,且不能施加任何的壓力.現在是靠單腳彈跳移動,蠻驚訝自己能夠以此方式迅速在公寓裡活動,我唯一的移動範圍.表演取消,上課取消,將開始短暫的吃老本,問題是我沒有任何積蓄.
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June 28, 2006
gigantic,devouring candies
i've dreamt david beckham's goal before it happened,exact position,same sort of bend,i can't remember if it hit the post,as it did in the reality.but ecuador gave up the game around the 70 mins mark as i dreamt it,the keeper started tapping teamates around him,as they knew this is coming all alone,and did the best they could to fight the fate.
i woke up,turned on the tv,saw beckham doing what i just dreamt.then started to wonder if being able to dream what's going to happen 5 mins later is qualified to some superhero league requirement.
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June 24, 2006
random stuff
here are just some stuff i wanted to put on a while ago.
pannonica - from the same party where val played organ.she sounds tired here.there is actually one last track,the drummer took a 4 mins solo,while val just collapsed.i'd be an ass of a friend to put that on internet....or would i ? (playing at your own party is just not a good idea,unless it's your way to shield yourself from the tedious crowd.)
lilin - the best version of the best masada song...ok,maybe not the best masada song.
then here are some guitar girls club goodies
liazard man - funny original studio recording.
walk like an egyptian - ggc gone live!!!seriously!!! they played this live gig in jersey,and they were billed between sun ra ochestra(?!) and yo la tango !! this is the last song of the night,yo la tango invited the girls back to share the stage.
here they are,at least what i can think of at this moment.get them if you like.
June 21, 2006
thanks,mate!
感謝larsson,洗刷我帶賽的自我認知.
後來自己在網路上翻覆,發現,raul有時候的名子叫raul gonzalez,有時候叫raul gonzalez blanco.難道gonzo是中間名?另外翻到了這張照片.我記憶裡的raul一直都是長那個樣子...
今天下午再次和val連線看球,她在那裡不認識人,我在這裡不認識會看足球的人.她是支持英格蘭的.她的愛隊是chelsea,多半認識的人都在裡頭,如我一向支持義大利的原因.
為了戲劇效果,我選擇支持瑞典,裡頭有她恨的,我念不出名子的ljungberg.(因為他替arsenal踢球的關係吧.)她對英格蘭支持也只是部分的,一路罵beckham.(他今天很廢是真的.)罵最後防守晃神的campbell.一直要大家傳球給gerrard,不斷讚賞出自chelsea的lampard,(我聽到他的名子會忍不住咯咯笑,很幼稚我知道.)
今天她明顯投入多,看見owne倒地時淒厲的慘叫聲,以及joe cole進球後,她跳起來繞客廳歡呼的聲音(第一次慘叫很嚇人,這次很體貼的把電話放下來再跑).到最後larrson踢進她認為本屆最醜陋的進球的錯愕寧靜.
後天義大利就要上了,剛看了新聞,關於這次打假球案,acm涉及重嫌,明年可能會被降級.覺得又丟臉又活該.都是掌握資源的大球隊,還搞這種東西,又不是沒實力.球迷無辜,球員很難堪.
今年意隊最強的男人.不知道為什麼媒體曝光率好低.
剛在網路上翻到的狗仔照,讓我又有了短暫的家庭幻想.真的呀,在幾個短暫的瞬間,我會希望結婚然後有個小孩子.以前自己常幻想會有個女兒,住在downtown的前妻持有監護權,但會在放學時後搭地鐵,來看我表演,或一同出去玩之類的.當她比較有趣的爸爸,支持她所有瘋狂的夢.
sep姐聽了,覺得我是在逃避社會責任,的確啊,連幻想都是.
June 20, 2006
is that all there is (to the gonzalez)?
先看這個.pj在buenos aires的表演(在阿根廷?!)一開始還有足球口號,目前的氣氛吧.這不是我很愛的歌,音質也不佳,但pj現場永遠具有高度娛樂性,而且我喜歡她這裝扮.適合
還有,想讓你們看到她的最新團員們.我愛.(買了"please leave quietly"超讚,但晚些在多講關於這片dvd的事)那個滿口髒話的bassist高個,真是我高中時候的扮相啊!未內塞的白襯衫,還有令人懷念的髮型.台上不斷晃動的神經質吉他手是個小帥哥.(不幸在影片沒有畫面證據)據說是pj現在的date.襲擊同團的可愛弟弟,真不愧是pj.讚讚讚!!!外加唯一殘存的原始團員,格格不入的天才作曲家rob ellis.在這裡做著應該是他主要收入的打鼓工作.
這起天看球,唯一的感想就是我很帶賽.基本上支持誰,誰就被逆轉.(或是出現烏龍球...)
葡萄牙慘了.今年我還蠻支持他們,還有法國.到底在幹什麼啊!?上半場踢的那麼猛烈,技術超高,結果下半場根本在混,被踢平的時候,自己好像已有心理準備的,只覺得活該.(但zinedine是無辜的)下一場說真的,球全部給ribery帶,其他人負責當人牆即可.支持葡萄牙是因為他們有ronaldo.我喜歡技巧超華麗,但最後通常沒有實質結果的角色.
今天下午和val電話連線看球,她雖然住在西班牙,但對他們球隊到沒什麼感覺.語氣從頭到尾平靜異常.我在當時支持弱隊tunisia,恩,我的錯.後來raul進球的時候,她的語氣終於有了起伏,驚訝於raul落髮的嚴重程度,在另一頭感嘆歲月不饒人.
自己也在當時解了心中長久以來的謎,raul到底姓什麼.你不覺得很奇怪嗎,足球裡的藝名文化,一堆人像cher一樣,只有單名,這樣真的有比較特別嗎?!
"gonzalez",val平靜的語氣把我扔進漩渦裡.
就這樣?!raul就叫raul gonzalez?!幾年前mets也有個外野手叫這名子啊,這簡直就等於中文界的陳志豪.為這件事失落會不會有些蠢?但我為這事感到失落直到比賽結束.從我高中,他剛出道時候,飛快的過人速度(如今也已失去),到晚些的國家英雄時期,raul一直給我種非平民的,謎樣般的氣息.今天下午的時候確定,那些氣息,居然只來自他或許刻意隱藏的,未知的姓.
於是raul在我心內的光,就在那幾分鐘內剝落著,同他那稀疏的髮絲.
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