firejelly16

she has sand in her eyes again...

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just when she thought she could trust her
she hurts her again...
like nothings changed
like nothings changed

her words are angular
and they make cuts
teeny, tiny, cuts
here and there

i'm helping you so she says
teeny, tiny, cuts
here and there
i'm helping you

the teeny, tiny cuts link arms
and dance in chorus

and she laid dying in silence from a thousand paper cuts

據說是全南半球最大的咖啡慶典。

呵，雖然對我來說咖啡喝起來都差不多就是了。(我倒是喝的出加的牛奶是不是全脂還是低脂的 XD

不過，醉翁之意不在酒。

去的時候故意不帶相機的。想說就留在回憶裡就好了。沒想到居然很湊巧的被慶典裡的工作人員拍了張照片。(Carmen is hiding outside the frame...because she can't swim and is afraid of falling into the water)


To Crystal: Some how the photo reminds me of the photo in the blind assassin. (yeah yeah, i know you think the book is over rated...)

Oh and about the festival. Let's see what was memorable...belly dancing guy (a little disturbing), camels with two humps (who grins a lot), 九百九十久朵玫瑰, carmen laughing till she cried and a  cup of unpaid skim latte....

and a guy did a summersault in the air over a line of people and grabbed a kangeroo toy off the last person's hand.
 

ok...那呵是苦笑
呵呵

被拒絕了呢。

會痛嗎？痛
還好帶了隱形眼睛
眼睛很乾，所以眼淚不會不受控制的掉下來...
不過據facebook說我最大吸引異性的致命武器是眼淚呢
所以當時或許不該忍住的 XD

總之他是個很有風度的男生。

而且我們兩個還是會說話
這讓我很開心

還記得第一次拒絕別人時，他就不太跟我說話，所有之前的友誼全部化為零
一直處在很尷尬的情況下
直到現在我跟sam分手後，他現在才比較願意理我
(呵 其實拿來提提 也只是想安慰自己也是有人要的

然後 我真的很開心去機場接他 : )
雖然被我姊說我一整個這樣做感覺很desperate...不應該這樣做
之前也被我媽唸了...
只是...總覺得到機場知道有人等你的感覺應該會很好

很意外的接到了劍道社長的電話...說很喜歡我們上次一起喝咖啡的時間，希望能再跟我喝一次咖啡..

....唉

總是拒絕喜歡我的男生
追會拒絕我的男生...

呵 其實最近會去ptt的倒追版
鼓勵自己呢 XD