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還真的挺墮落的捏

then stop waiting~
i guess i know that you always believe in yourself

板主回覆:
不要以為你留個怪名字我就不知道你是誰吼...
歐決定之後當然就要相信自己~~
你也加油!

i completely understand what are you talking about, cuz i have exactly the same thought and feeling as yours. I am now struggling in a super confusion, maybe we all have to make a decision, a decision that we have to make but dont know how to....
The four years university life is i year left, as we say good bye to the campus life
then we have to face the reality. To get yourself fit in the society, to find a job in order to live, and then get married?? Give birth to babies??
I still wanna create, to be an artist, but as you know, other people, or maybe I should say, most of the people regard it as a dream, they say its better for me to get a normal job.....I still wanna keep a balance between ART Dream and Reality.
Sometimes I think that i just spend too much thinking...thinking about what should I do, however, thinking is wasting my time, I just forgot things I want to do, I forgot that I love going to Art museums, drawing and taking photos....because i am think about the "not yet happened" future , damn....
Step by step yo! I will always tell myself, step by step amanda!
ｓｏ　ｄｏ　ｙｏｕ！

板主回覆:
i think " step by step" would be the best suggestion for me presently. good words
recently, i decided to prepare for the graduate school application(i dont think i have a lot of time to think too much, that's wasting my time)
once u decide sth., just start to DO it.

english make me dizzy........