May 1, 2008
iwanthappiness
在天空部落發表於23:36:21 |
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suddenly everything just seemed so unreal.
is there even anything such as the truth in this world? you can say that i am too weird, i am too philosophical, i'm too crazy. whatever. maybe i'm just the type which cannot accept the hypothetical 'truth' that easily. there is a big (BIG) difference between knowing that and knowing how. like for instance it is known that 1+1=2, but knowing how/why is another matter altogether. and also, for example, i'm sitting on a chair now. but how do we know that that thing is a chair? can't it be anything other things? so, the question is, what is the nature of everything? what is the nature of reality? how do we even exist in the first place? i guess even studying metaphysics or epistemology wont give me the answer.
if i sound very random please pardon me. just felt very terrible recently. this world is too hypocritical. everyone around me (including myself) has been wearing a mask all along. and this mask, had succeeded in fooling everyone in this world. i looked into the mirror at myself and stared at it for a long time. i started to wonder, is that really me i am facing? if that is so, why can't i even recognise myself? then i realised, that isnt me. all along, the mask that i have been wearing, has already deformed every part of me, so much so that i even have to deceive myself. that isn't what i want.
i want myself back. and i want my world back. i dont want to live in such a world when everyone is deceiving everyone else, and everything is deceiving everyone. 也許逃生到另外一個世界會更好過吧。
is there even anything such as the truth in this world? you can say that i am too weird, i am too philosophical, i'm too crazy. whatever. maybe i'm just the type which cannot accept the hypothetical 'truth' that easily. there is a big (BIG) difference between knowing that and knowing how. like for instance it is known that 1+1=2, but knowing how/why is another matter altogether. and also, for example, i'm sitting on a chair now. but how do we know that that thing is a chair? can't it be anything other things? so, the question is, what is the nature of everything? what is the nature of reality? how do we even exist in the first place? i guess even studying metaphysics or epistemology wont give me the answer.
if i sound very random please pardon me. just felt very terrible recently. this world is too hypocritical. everyone around me (including myself) has been wearing a mask all along. and this mask, had succeeded in fooling everyone in this world. i looked into the mirror at myself and stared at it for a long time. i started to wonder, is that really me i am facing? if that is so, why can't i even recognise myself? then i realised, that isnt me. all along, the mask that i have been wearing, has already deformed every part of me, so much so that i even have to deceive myself. that isn't what i want.
i want myself back. and i want my world back. i dont want to live in such a world when everyone is deceiving everyone else, and everything is deceiving everyone. 也許逃生到另外一個世界會更好過吧。
