Stayed the whole night without sleeping
Heard this song in the late night with my good friend when we on the bed
The song came from the same singer 
Who sang Big Girls Don't Cry
What a sarcasm to me
I would accept how and what our destiny happened before 
And will happen in the future to you and me
I miss you
But i CAN'T call you

Recently, i have some deep and painful thoughts and feelings

what the fucking terrible... horrible things

i'll go to church tomorrow

hope God would help me during these time and guide me to the right road
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