。LechatrougE。

I apologize in advance for the language i used in this entry. You have no idea how long I been holding this in, and how good it feels that I finally letting it out. Saying thing in public does make me feel better. I just might do it again.....




Fuck, if something bad is happening on Campus, everybody turn to me and ask if it's Dunsmuir.
If there is a party, everybody turns to me and ask if it's Dunsmuir.
If the residents don't like this house enough to respect this place, I cannot love this place for them. No matter how I try to think of this place as my home, I cannot stop feeling ashamed about this place.


I try my best to do my job.
I do my best to brighten up the situation.
The situation is not so bad, honestly.
But WHO THE FUCK WILL BELIEVE THAT?


So FUCK YOU STOP LOOKING AT ME WHEN THINGS GO WRONG!
FUCK YOU DON'T GIVE ME THAT PITY LOOK!


AND HONESTLY I HATE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING, SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!
WHATEVER I SAY DOESN'T CONCERN YOU SO DON'T BOTHER GETTING MORE STUFF OUTTA ME!


I am losing my energy to smile. FUCK!