。LechatrougE。

「人都是犯賤的」，
it applies to everybody else, and myself！

【圖】My slightly blonde hair...well, very slightly. But it is actually the lightest color I've ever gotten (except the highlights I got the first time). I used a Jap product, Palty, this time, and god are they user-friendly. Also, it only needs to stay on for 30 mins or less, even tho I had it on for an hour.



要堅定立場，
還是要貪生怕死？
一個太天真，一個又太現實。


所以我是在灰色地帶，
只是比你偏了點，
比你更靠近龍應台的勇氣，
罷了。

I miss Rasco so much :(

Hearing about that hyper girl made me realized that I haven't been hyper for a long time.
Not only do I stop jumping up and down when I am happy, I even stop being loud.


I need my safe space back! 

I apologize in advance for the language i used in this entry. You have no idea how long I been holding this in, and how good it feels that I finally letting it out. Saying thing in public does make me feel better. I just might do it again.....




Fuck, if something bad is happening on Campus, everybody turn to me and ask if it's Dunsmuir.
If there is a party, everybody turns to me and ask if it's Dunsmuir.
If the residents don't like this house enough to respect this place, I cannot love this place for them. No matter how I try to think of this place as my home, I cannot stop feeling ashamed about this place.


I try my best to do my job.
I do my best to brighten up the situation.
The situation is not so bad, honestly.
But WHO THE FUCK WILL BELIEVE THAT?


So FUCK YOU STOP LOOKING AT ME WHEN THINGS GO WRONG!
FUCK YOU DON'T GIVE ME THAT PITY LOOK!


AND HONESTLY I HATE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING, SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!
WHATEVER I SAY DOESN'T CONCERN YOU SO DON'T BOTHER GETTING MORE STUFF OUTTA ME!


I am losing my energy to smile. FUCK!