October 27, 2009
這一篇是我在雜草叢生的草稿裡面發現的文章......
well...
中秋節離現在好像已經有段距離了
自己看到都覺得好驚訝
是該給哈樂天一篇交代的時候了 = =a'
scene: baby's home
楊媽媽說
要對未來的媳婦好一點
然後熱情的塞了一堆 月餅 鳳梨酥 讓我帶回學校吃
當我和北鼻姊姊&妹妹在一起時
楊爸爸說
我好像有三個女兒
我
在心中偷偷把這些話加粗且用螢光筆highlight起來
Yes.
I'm that kind of girl.
聽到這些話
很害羞
很溫暖
很sweet
and feel so dizzy
心中不停的scream > < 感覺要緊緊抓住Baby的手才不會因此缺氧窒息
開心之餘
整體來說是不知所措
WHY?
是因為這是之前沒有過的經驗嗎
I love my parents, of course.
However....
To be accepted by parents from another family is totally another thing!!
Though my interpretation of their act might be wrong
But
I really appreciate their kindness to me.
Maybe
some people just take that for granted
but to me..
That definitely means a lot to me!
Is there anyone ever felt this way?
Well....just while guess
I always know in my heart that....
To others, I am a girl who cares about nothing and maybe a little bit self-centered..
But
In this aspect, I care A LOT!
Actually
Maybe I care about it too much that baby can't stand me anymore.... > <
Sorry~
I think there is one reason to explain my double-personality....
I only care about something that is important or meaningful to me...
What a selfish ME!
sorry about that.
And there is another big problem.
Sometimes
I felt really GUILTY about this.
WHY?
I mean...
What about my parents?
It's a complicated and strange feeling~ > <
Just like I betrayed them or something!
Why would I have that kind of guilt in my mind!?
Ha
I think there's still a wall inside me.
Yeah...
I know you could totally understand this sentence's meaning the most
Believe me...
You are not the only one who wanrt to break it.
ˊˋ
