哈．樂．天

這一篇是我在雜草叢生的草稿裡面發現的文章......

well...

中秋節離現在好像已經有段距離了

自己看到都覺得好驚訝

是該給哈樂天一篇交代的時候了   =    =a'





 

scene: baby's home

楊媽媽說

要對未來的媳婦好一點

然後熱情的塞了一堆 月餅 鳳梨酥  讓我帶回學校吃



當我和北鼻姊姊&妹妹在一起時

楊爸爸說

我好像有三個女兒


我

在心中偷偷把這些話加粗且用螢光筆highlight起來


Yes.

I'm that kind of girl.


聽到這些話

很害羞

很溫暖

很sweet

and feel so dizzy

心中不停的scream  > <       感覺要緊緊抓住Baby的手才不會因此缺氧窒息


開心之餘

整體來說是不知所措




WHY?

是因為這是之前沒有過的經驗嗎 

I love my parents, of course.

However....

To be accepted by parents from another family is totally another thing!!

Though my interpretation of their act might be wrong 

But

I really appreciate their kindness to me.

Maybe

some people just take that for granted

but to me..

That definitely means a lot to me!

Is there anyone ever felt  this way?



Well....just while guess

I always know in my heart that....

To others, I am a girl who cares about nothing and maybe a little bit self-centered..

But

In this aspect, I care A LOT!

Actually
 
Maybe I care about it too much that baby can't stand me anymore.... > <

Sorry~

I think there is one reason to explain my double-personality....
 
I only care about something that is important or meaningful to me...

What a selfish ME!

sorry about that.


And there is another big problem.

Sometimes

I felt really  GUILTY about this.

WHY?


I mean...

What about my parents?

It's a complicated and strange feeling~ > <

Just like I betrayed them or something!

Why would I have that kind of guilt in my mind!?


Ha

I think there's still a wall inside me.

Yeah...

I know you could totally understand this sentence's meaning the most

Believe me...

You are not the only one who wanrt to break it.

ˊˋ