Most of the time, I feel "wrong" about myself. Not great enough, not outstanding enough, not smart enough, not cool enough, All about me seems to be a series of wrong decision, and I repeat the mysery steps again & again. There must be something I should learn. However, I'm not able to interpret the message yet.

I believe someone out there must have gifted me at least one thing,One thing that I can do great, and most important,

WHY I need to be here, in this world.My fate, my destiny.

What clouds my mind? How to clear the uncertainty? What am I supposed to do to find my own path? I wonder and I'm curious. Someone find their paths easily, but someone don't until the moment they left.

Hang around in the market, strawberries are in the best season. They're just irresistable & unbelievably good deal,

$12 for 3 boxes, each with 2 dozens in!! Boiled 200ml water, add 70g dark sugar, simmer till the liquid turns thick. add in strawberris, cook for 3 minutes, squeeze in half lemon, bring it to boil, done.

The liquid is good with soda, & it's my magical treat to kick my dullness away.