鼓勵此網誌：2
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一個陰郁的日子，風卷起塵土，掃向遠天。天邊沒有落日，低矮厚重的雲，停下腳步，沈沈落落間，似與大地傾訴。我聽見一聲嘆息，伴著“哈利路亞”的歌聲，從天際飄來。聽來很輕，卻沈沈落下，悠長重遠。我轉過身，迎向風，心有一絲痛楚。我說，好嗎？
我依稀記得第一次聽Jeff Buckley唱“Hallelujah”時的情景。
那個午後，像今天一樣，有沈沈的陰雲，我聽到遠空中飄來如絲織般柔滑的嗓音，伴著絲絲痛楚，直刺心底。我尋著聲音的來處，看到一張陰郁消瘦英俊的臉，我看到了死亡，我聽到了消失了的生命唱著對青春和生命的感恩。
Jeff Buckley這個憂郁而帶有悲劇色彩的年輕男子，生命僅度過三十個歲月，便追隨他早逝的父親而去，永遠消失在孟菲斯城附近的密西西比河中。而他的父親著名的民謠歌手兼詞曲作者Tim Buckley，也由於藥物服用過量，英年早逝，年僅28歲。父子兩代，相同的命運，是天妒英才，是意外，莫如說是宿命。令人不勝唏噓。
Jeff Buckley的嗓音，運用了大量的假音，清吟淺唱中充滿無邪的力量。他生前僅錄制了“Grace”一張專輯，卻好評如潮。此張專輯所散發出來的強烈的悲劇意味，因與他日後的不幸感應而生發出無比強大的感染力。冥冥中，似乎早已註定了悲劇的命運。
閉上眼睛，在靜夜的朦朧月光下，我聽著他的淺吟低唱，一聲嘆息，一只孤獨的吉他，半音襯托，有悲傷的刺痛，有恍惚中的輕撫。
baby i've been here before
i've seen this room and i've walked this floor
i used to live alone before i knew you
i've seen your flag on the marble arch
but love is not a victory march
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah
hallelujah......
well there was a time when you let me know
what's really going on below
but now you never show that to me do you
but remember when i moved in you
and the holy dove was moving too
and every breath we drew was hallelujah
hallelujah.....
maybe there's a god above
but all i've ever learned from love
was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you
it's not a cry that you hear at night
it's not somebody who's seen the light
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah
hallelujah...
我隨著Jeff Buckley的歌聲，一遍遍的唱著“哈利路亞”。歌聲中感受到他的的苦痛，感受到他與生俱來的疏離與孤獨，更感受到他回饋給上蒼溫暖的幸福。
陰郁的日子沈沈落下了，風翻卷起黑雲，舒展，舒展。這麽長的日子以來，每一個日升月落間，藍色生命河流之波向前湧動，我依然有感動，有痛楚。。。。。
