February 26, 2006

今天午睡時竟然夢見了他.
我在夢中等太后時看到他做完運動掛著毛巾向著我方向走來.
他容貌依舊,健碩如昔.
他向朋友打了招呼,然後才認出了我.
後來我怕他讓太后看到然後乘的士到別處又邊走邊說談了一會兒.
我問他生活可好.
他說好.靜默.
我又問她是怎樣的.
他說她是同事,她在家煮了飯.
我笑著說那很好啦!突然腦內另一邊又想到早些日子舊地重遊時的情景.
靜默.他一臉內疚的樣子.
我拍拍他膊說不用內疚啦!
然後笑著輕鬆地轉身就走.
我在夢中感覺到他在背後一直盯著我看.
我加快步伐.札醒.


夢中的話,現實也想說.

哎呀!

上個星期天,2月19日.
因為看了演唱會又連續去了兩天飲宴,竟然把這裡的一周歲生日忘了!
昨晚睡前才醒起…

特此一記,並寄望明年能夠記得.




February 24, 2006

Don't speak

- by No Doubt

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts


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February 23, 2006

February 22, 2006

愚笨得看不起自己

被捨棄在地上的東西
丟掉在垃圾桶

那就是對自己最後的尊嚴.