Okay ... Time to move baby ~
To XANGA !!

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About the Photo Albums and Videos that I uploaded
I won't be deleting it or do anything to it just keep it as memories
But I also won't be uploading new photos or video
If you like it, you can still visit it
Don't worry, I'm not closing the blog just move it

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Thanks for reading for these months
Really appreciate it ... xoxo

Finally ... I've been editing my Xanga blog for the whole day since I was back from school
The stupid private page, public preview, CLAF, JavaScript, etc etc
Really do make my head bump off

Since I've finish with it so I was thinking of migrate there earlier ??

http://www.xanga.com/uest
Take a look at it, if there's any problem do tell me
I'll fix it no matter how busy I am, just hope that all readers could read my blog with joys and happiness
I even re-created for over 3 times because of the address name that I put was like very long and not nice to type with and so I put it back with uEsT.

It's very late now but I still can't fall asleep ...
Maybe after some blogging might be feeling sleepy
My mom started to nag at me for going out everyday
Not everyday but almost ...  and I felt very irritating to hear her nagging at me
I know it's for my own good but I miss him so much


The day before yesterday was 16th of March
That was a super duper special and also important day for me and Nicky
It was our 1 year anniversary ... Never forget how we met and how we fall to each other
Well ... We did not celebrate just hang out for a while
However ... We will be celebrating when it's 15 months ... We will make it thru every months and years to forever
On that day I might blogging the last blog in here and I'm gonna migrate to Xanga
Still thinking of continue uploads all my pictures in this site's album
Hmmm ... Xanga's album kind sucks ?? Don't know yet still discovering


Haiyo ... I still can't sleep for god sakes
Maybe facing the ceiling could make me feel sleepy ??
Bed Time ... xoxo

Woke up kinda late , around 11am

Bcuz of yesterday busy playing The Sims 2

I guess I started to addict to it again ...

 

Mom came back yesterday and so I had breakfast

It was really a hard day without mom ...

I love you mom ~ Thank you for all the years , caring and loving

I had decided to make something special for my Mom , still planning

 

Then busy playing The Sims 2 again ...

Until 5pm ... Get ready and wait for Nicky to come and fetch me for movie

After some little dinner with me and my mom , we went to pavillion

It was stupid for me to wear heels ... Had to walk for few street but nevermind ...

This is what called ... Oi Leng Mm Moi Mieng

 

We bought the ticket and walked for a while to kill our time

Passed by Converse so we went in to browse for Backpack

Finally I bought one ... Pink in colour and it looks sporty

Also bought a nail polish from The Face Shop ... Yellow ~

Rm5.90 for The Face Shop and Rm5.00 for Elianto , it's only 90cent

But why is the quality different so much ?? Elianto Sucks !!

 

Watched The Spiderwicked Chronicole ...

A very nice movie and I'm liking it , the story is very nice

Actually we don't have to keep watching horror movie , Sometimes this kind of magic magic stuff movie is really really NICE !!

2 tumbs Up ~~ You all should watch it ...

 

Owh ... Kinda forget one thing ...

Just now when we were buying Baskin Robin

The worker asked us ... Are we the 2 everytime come here ?

Haha ... I guess the worker also could recognize me ... I'm such a loyal fan of Baskin Robin ~

Oh Yeah ... We also get discount coupon for the 31st Baskin Robin day ~

 

Heavy rain out there ...

Miss my Ben Dan nEyy so MUCH !! and so BADLY !!

Although we just met few hours ago ...

 

Nicky was late today and I was kinda fedup of waiting cuz I was really really HUNGRY !!

But when I saw him ... My anger even my hunger was like dissapeared at the moment

I guess I was just toooooooooooooooooooooooooo MISS you ... Overall  ??

 

I'm so excited now ... To see you for the next time nEyy ...

Which we could get the tickets tomorrow ... * PRAY *

Gotta cook myself something to eat ... I'm starving NOW !! xoxo

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Terriblely sorry to all readers about the last blog that I didn't not continue writting it

Forgive me ... Forgive my lazy-ness

 

Finally ... I bought a new backpack but ... I'm not really satisfied with it

I think I'm going to get a new one ... After getting myself a camera first

I want Converse !! ... The French Connection UK really dissapointed me

I walked for 30 minutes  to find that shop as I just know the name of FCUK but French Connection UK

Been searching at the screen ... Click click click and there I found it but not backpack

 

Mom went to Ipoh this morning ... Coming back tomorrow or maybe later

So ... No breakfast ... No lunch ... No dinner

Afternoon ... I cooked myself a soup but it taste so SUCK !! eWwww

Not my fault ... My cooking skill are fine ~ Just that I don't like the taste

Luckily my brother finished it all ~

 

I'm kinda starving ... Waiting Nicky to finish his work and have dinner together

Can't wait to see him ...

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Finally I saw him ~ My beloved NIcky ...

He wore his formal cloth to work ... SMARRRRRRRRRTT ~

Just now while waiting Nicky ... I watched ANTM cycle 10 at YouTube

Damn ... Nowadays ... Those who think that their pretty or whatever are so COCKY !!

I'm so happy to see you kicked out by Tyra ... btw GOOD KICK Tyra

But it just 3 episods so I'm boring now ...

 

Nicky came and we had our dinner at Little Tree Cafe

I wonder why the food are always COLD althought they served so LONG

I hate eatting COLD food ... Toast which is COLD ?? Delicious ?? Damn NO !!

Even Pasta is COLD !? Yuccccccckzz

And the waiters ... Come on !! You're here to WORK not busy looking at the mirror and Gussy up

Ohh ... Not forgot ... I also wonder why you need that long time to give me my 100 plus ??

You ran to 7-11 to buy 100 plus ??

I want a NEW BAG !!
Rucksack / Knapsack / Haversack / Packsack / Backpack
Yesterday Nicky and I went to 1U just for the bag
Unfortunately we didn't get or even like any of them
Most of them were Handbags or Purse-like-type ... SUCKS!!!
I think we're going to Time Square or  maybe Sungei Wang to continue searching for my dream bag ~

Been eating too much Baskin Robin ...
So I end up having a terrible FLU !!
Sneezing until my eyes gone red ...Horrible isn't it

Yesterday when we're on our way to 1U
We past by a TAMAN ... A lot of people were there playing Kites
Some pictures ...







Then ... Something happened
Don't want to mention it but I want to CURSE that SON OF A BITCH !!

Hey Coward !! I have not seen some people like you such a KIDDO !!
Not just KIDDO and also CHILDISH !! What !? If you think you're that SMART
Then don't drive GEN2 ... drive FERRARI or BENZ or VOLVO ...
Wish your car BROKE DOWN and NEVER BE FIX ANYMORE !!
BOLEH KASI BUANG KE DALAM SEA !! ...
Not just that ... Wish whatever car you buy also will be like that ...
Whoever sit your car the ASS will very ITCHY then end up having some DISEASE ... INCURABLE !!
FUCK UP GUY !! Grow UP !!

To be continue ... Gotta go to Jusco Cheras Selatan ``

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Teachers are so SELFISH !!
All they think about is themselves ...
Ok ... Studies are really important ... Totally AGREE !!
But ... You bunch of IDIOT and LOUSY teachers can't even teach ... Just part of you were ok
You teach us ABC but when the exam comes ... It's DEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ
* Pissed *

Took a lot of photos ...
View them from my album ~

Friends Forever ... Never Change









Wish everyone pass SPM with flying colour ~

Booooorinng and not feeling like doing homeworks
Just sit in front of the computer and click! click! click!
I trimmed my eyebrows ... It looks better and easy for me to draw too
First time trimming my eyebrows ... Not really that pain but I wonder why ?
Why those people want to scream or cry when they trim their eyebrows ... It's not really that pain tho ~

Hmmm ... Now I'm think off closing this blog and move to Xanga
Actually I prefer Xanga more than this but some reason ... I have to hide my Xanga blog
I deleted some of my albums ... Adding new albums ... Just for FUN

Just now Nicky came with ~~~ Famous amos !!!
Arrr ~ Didn't eat much actually ... Still full ~
Had Asam Laksa and Uncle Bob ( da Fried Chicken )
I want to GAIN WEIGHT !!! Please pray for me

My tress and fringe are getting longer and longer
Gonna trim them soon ... Might change my look to mature
Not those Lala's or some sore of WANNABE's
Just MATURE ... With a lot of BRANDED ... HEELS , CLOTHES , ACCESSORIES and etc
Not all but MOST ... Feel so irritating and annoying since I saw those XMM has the same pair of heel with me ... DAMN !!
Hmmm ... Not now ~ Because of da save-money-for-camera-plan ...
Time past faster PLEASE !!
To be frank ... I want to take Nicky's naked picture ... BEWARE my beloved one ~

Getting late ... Bed time ... Nitez xoxo

These days were kinda hard ...
Although exam finished already but here comes the results
It's more horrible and terrible than having exam ...
Results still consider ok as I missed so much and I have to rush up within 1 year
About Maths ... I'm so sakit hati !! I lose 8 marks because of careless mistake
but Moral still not bad ... At least I passed 
Nightmare still not ended ... End of March we're going to have some exam about Form4
GREAT !! I'm failing ... I gave it all back to the teachers ... Congraz me

Busy playing computer games ...
Hmmmmmm I  quit XDO ... This game always makes me feel so irritating and so whateva ~
Although it has a lot of sweet memories but also a lot of bad memories ...
Don't want to talk about it no more ... Just let it be ~
Just non-stop telling myself ... " I'm TOO PRO " ... Yeah ~ Cocky me

Currently playing some games from yahoo as usual ~
It's safe and fun to play but it pays ... Well not me ~ I'm smart 

Nicky and I plan to buy a camera because it feel so PUKE to hear people out there
Saying that " You look different in photo " or " You look nicer in photo "
Come on ... It's still me ... I did not photoshop or whateva ... I didn't not hire a part-time human to take photo and try to fake it or even faking others ...
Camera camera ... here I come ~
FUN ... ENTERTAINMENT ... SHOPPING ... FOOD ... goodbye


12 days to go ~~ HAPII HAPII *
20 days to go too ... TEAR TEAR *

I guess my physics might getting zero marks
I did read it but when the exam started ... My mind gone empty
I guess I need to have tuition or buy some books to improve this subject
In the other hand I kinda proud of myself because I could managed understand and do Math
But I'm not sure that did I do it all correctly or not ... God Bless Me ~~

Tomorrow's the last day for exam ... Weeee
Finally I can get myself some rest and relax myself by ~
SHOPPING !!! Kinda long time I haven't shop by myself
Wanna buy heels , clothes etc etc and award myself with Hmmm~~ No idea yet ...
Hope the next exam I could do better ... I'm not wishing that I could get A but at least it Pass tho~

These days I didn't spend any money in school during recess
Wei Jie treat me most of the time ... Thank you ~
It's so good to have a job ... You could buy anything you want ...
I need a JOB !!! ... I want to SPEND A-LOT-A-LOT OF MONEY !!!
I guess spending money has become a way to express my sadness and unhappiness

ShaShu called me few minutes ago ... He's leaving Malaysia soon
To Korea to visit his aunt and back to Washington DC ...
Miss you and Good Luck too ... It's really happy to know you ...
You helped me a lot ... I can't find a way to repay you for all this time
Hmmm ... Who's next ? Who's the next to leave Malaysia ?
It won't be me ... for sure ..
I've given up my career and the dream of being a Forensic on to some STUPID STUPID
Fine !! Don't want to talk about it ... It makes me moody everytime I think about it

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Reading Physics and Mathematics for tomorrow's exam
Feel very emo and my mood is very very down ... Seriously
I can't find a way to express my anger and the emotion
Last time I used to blog out all my anger in the another blog but not now
The blog has been public to all so that blog is consider as USELESS from now
I'm still thinking of making another but I guess this way to express my sadness isn't working anymore
No ones could cool me down and comfort me again ... Maybe ?
I wish Kenn is here to cheer me up with his stupid BOAR face ... Bahhhhhhhh

Talking about exam ... Today's exam is HARDER than I thought
I wonder why those teachers want to give such hard questions to us ?
Don't they want us to get good result ? or they feel happy seeing us failing ?
Recess time ... Tien Yan came to school ... Tiffany was crying like hell ... Goshhh
She's been crying since the day before ... Poor Tiff ~ Hope she could get over it
2 hours to go ... Tien Yan will fly to Australia ... Good Luck my friend ...

Hmmm ... I think my TONY HAWK NERVE suddenly connect to my brain again
I'm feeling like playing skate-board ... I want to learn it ... It looks so cool
I wish to learn it since 12 but people around doesn't know skate-board ...
Still searching Google for more information ...

Very lazy to write my blog
Now I'm blogging just to let those people out there know that
I'm not dead yet ... Still alive and having fun with Nicky

Finally I've watched " Meet the Spartan "
Unfortunately we've been late for half an hour ...
Very funny ... I've been laughing since I sat down and watched
Then we felt very boring so we decided to watch another movie " Dan in Real Life "
Not bad ... But it talk a lot kinda boring ... Story was nice especially for the parents
Also ate Baskin Robin ... The Love Potion ~ Nice ...

Somehow I just realize that I spent more since I met Nicky
So I'm trying to control myself from buying stuff ... Wish I could
But Nicky was like " Just buy it if you like "
Gosh ... We have to save some money for our babies ... RIGHT !?  I mean not ...
I spotted a  pair of heel at Vincci ... VERY VERY VERY NICE !! After that pair of heel ...
No more Vincci ... I'm going for Nose ... I don't want to have to same pair of heel with some IDIOTS

My class is having a farewell party for Tien Yan but I'm not going
I don't like the scene that have to separate ...
And the weather is so HOT and SUNNY ... I don't want to get sun burn
Tomorrow ... Tien Yan will fly to Aus ... Hope he could start a new life and also a happy life
Friends forever ...

I was helping my friend to find some romantic messages
Then I found this very touching article ... Hope you all will like it as well



妻子是个小尾巴，我走到哪里她都要问到哪里。我厌烦，她却乐此不疲。可是，这个小尾巴却在那个下着大雨的深夜永远消失了……   


　　我的心情非常难过，内心充满了内疚和痛楚，我无法原谅自己的过错。   


　　结婚那天，老婆用买戒指的钱给我买了一款手机。那天夜里，我们两人在被窝里一遍遍地调试着手机的响铃。我们觉得，生活就像这铃声，响亮、悦耳，充满着憧憬和希望。从那天开始，我常常接到她的电话：“老公，下班了买点菜回家。”“老公，我想你，我爱你。”“老公，晚上一起去妈妈家吃饭。”我的心里十分温暖。有一次，我忘了给手机充电，又恰好陪领导到基层，应酬到半夜才回到家，推开房门一看，我发现老婆早已哭红了眼睛。原来从我下班时间开始，她每隔一刻钟就打一次电话，我都不在服务区。老婆更加着急，总以为发生了什么意外，后来每隔十分钟打一次，直到我推开家门，她刚把话筒放下。我对老婆的小题大做不以为然：“我又不是小孩子，还能出什么事情？”老婆却说有一种预感，觉得我不接电话就不会回来了，我拍拍老婆的脑袋，笑了：“傻瓜！”不过，从此以后我一直没有忘记及时给手机充电。   


　　后来我升了职，有了钱，手机换了好几个。突然有一天，我想起欠着老婆的那枚戒指，便兴冲冲地拉她去商厦。可是她又犹豫了，说：“白金钻戒套在手指上有什么用啊？给我买个手机好吗？我可以经常跟你联系。”于是我就给她买了一个手机。   


　　那天，我们一个在卧室，一个在客厅，互相发着短信息，玩得高兴极了。   


　　一天夜里，我和同事到朋友家玩牌，正玩在兴头上，老婆打来了电话：“你在哪里？怎么还不回家？”“我在同事家里玩牌。”“你什么时候回来？”“呆会儿吧。”输了赢，赢了输，老婆的电话打了一次又一次。外面下起了大雨，老婆的电话又响了：“你究竟在哪里？在干什么？快回来！”“没告诉你吗？我在同事家玩，下这么大的雨我怎么回去！”“那你告诉我你在什么地方，我来接你！”“不用了！”一起打牌的朋友都嘲笑我“妻管严”，一气之下，我把手机关了。   


　　天亮了，我输得两手空空，朋友用车子把我送回家，不料家门紧锁，老婆不在家。就在这时，电话响了，是岳母打来的，电话那头哭着说：她深夜冒着雨出来，骑着自行车，带着雨伞去我同事家找，找了一家又一家，路上出了车祸，再也没有醒来。   


　　我打开手机，只见上面有一条未读留言：“你忘记了吗？今天是我们的结婚周年纪念曰呀！我去找你了，别乱跑，我带着伞！”她走在找我的路上，永远不会再醒来了。我泪流满面，一遍遍看着这条短信息，我觉得那一个晚上我输了整个世界。   


　　老婆去世已经3个月，可我仍然无法从噩梦中醒来，我不想工作，整曰消沉萎靡，并且一次次想到了陪她而去……   

Finally school start AGAIN and also the examination is around da corner
Somehow ... I still don't have the mood in preparing and ready for the exam

These days Winnie and I was kinda BIO FREAK
This is the report we think out ... Kinda siao but funny ~

AIM : To investigate whether a female is still a virgin or not
MATERIALS : Male and Female
APPARATUS : Bed and condom ( optional )
PROCEDURE :

1. Hug hug and kiss kiss
2. Open both clothes and continue hug hug and kiss
3. Open the female leg and put male's penis into the female's virgina then In-in-out-out for 10 minutes
4. Change another style and in-in-out-out for 20 minutes ... Observe the female's feeling and record the number of times for in-in-out-out
5. Repeat step 3 and 4 for 20 minutes ... Observe the female's feeling and record the number of times for in-in-out-out
6. Stop the experiment when a liquid flows out from penis as known as SPERM

CONCLUSION : The female finally pregnant after 2 weeks because of not using condom and also identify the female is not a virgin

This report is strictly COPYRIGHTED !!
I wonder what happen if my BIO teacher see this report ... Haha

I'm so boring just now so ~ I make my dog to have pedicure ...
Now she looks much more prettier ~ It's pink in colour ... Isn't it SWEET and CUTE ~ Haha
I guess it looks more like torturing more then pedicuring ... Hehe

Uploaded some pictures and videos ... Do check out for more ... Thanks ~

Got big ang pau from Uncle Micheal ... RM100 HaHa
He's my God daddy and he love me dearly and treat me like his own daughter
I still remember when I was 12years old ... He gave me RM300 to gamble with my dad's friend
But I lose those money to RM100 ... Then he called me to keep them to buy reload card for my handphone
Then he also gave me about RM200 to gamble with my cousin at Genting and gave me RM100 to shop at there ...
I'm not those mata duitan orang ... Don't misunderstood but he do really care me
I made him disappointed at my PMR but it won't happen again for SPM

After visiting God daddy's place ...
Went to dad's friend who's also called Micheal to attend his open-house party
Rich man is always rich man ... The house is prefectly gorgeous and extremely beautiful
It cost him RM600,000.00 exclude the fix up and the furnitures ...
Then I saw there's a lot of dogs next to my dad's friend's house ...
Husky !! I thought I could only see them in a cage or glass or something and some Chiwawa
Then the owner saw us and opened up ... Welcome us with such a friendly attitude ...
OMG !! I can't believe that I'm actually playing with a Husky !! It wasn't that fierce
I'll be uploading the video tomorrow ... Very cute !!

Time for bed ... xoxo

Finally ... Nicky saw my BLOG ... The one in Xanga

He tell me honestly and I'm glad that he's being honest this time
Although I'm kinda unhappy with it because it feel so bad to let him seen all ... Malu-nya
I don't care what the other always talk about us ... tease about us or even wagering that we're gonna break up soon ... No I don't ...

Since 10/10 ... I lay myself on you ... I want to be yours and I want you to be mine too ... It's not because of what happen but it gave a some kind of confidence which come from nowhere ... I want to love you with all my heart ... I could give you everything even my life ... I just want to be with you
We've been together for almost 11 months ...It's not a very long time but it's also not a very short time
Things that we've been thru have so much ... Those days were the hardest days in my life ... I will never forget and the memories will not be erase by anyone ...

nEyy ... I need you ... I'm not trying to be disgusting
But these words are from the bottom of my heart ...
I love you