October 11, 2006


Chapter 1: I hate myself and want to survive以文找文


藍白拖鞋、破布般的T恤、短褲、白色駱駝菸、過氣的Panasonic隨身聽、帶點耳屎的耳機…….

我坐在路邊的小樹下，天氣炎熱、風吹著 幹他媽的如果那叫做風的話！享受著靜止的哀愁。好噁心阿……

為何要這樣坐著，想像自己像是個文青，對！他媽的文青，好似早期文學作家一般，取代的不是一杯好茶、不是滿桌的書香、而是路邊走過的辣妹，即使還是不大懂為何她們要這樣穿著，如此的清涼、如此的養眼，飽暖思淫欲，可以稍稍慰撫精蟲衝腦的任你玩四年時光。

手上拿著陳輝龍的小說，啥單人蹺蹺板，也不是很在乎，就這樣翻著，耳邊聽著Depeche Mode的a question of lust，一遍又一遍的重播著。

菸衝上腦的感覺是很特別的，有點暈暈的，剛學會抽煙沒多久，很喜歡享受著這種有點變態、好像喝醉酒的感覺，自溺自卑自怨自艾自我自私自負。 淡淡的白色的煙霧，因為風不動，所以就這樣很緩慢的漂著，漂阿漂，漂到外婆橋……

其實差就差在手邊少了一瓶酒，不然的話，依我喝酒馬上變關公的特性，應該可以嚇跑一些自以為很帥自以為很美的死大學生。

大學生，他媽的大學生……

So the awful story begins, goddamn my crazy but colorful life!

I hate myself and want to survive…….

大太陽、搖滾樂、黝黑的皮膚、死平頭、肌肉棒子~



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